*may 1* wanting u to respond to me. wanting to fix things. but i never achieve that resolution that others seem to find or accomplish. they find it through their own navigation, which i cannot do. that is why i am not a sheep herder, unfortunatley. the sheep that i have obtained are my friends. i would like to buy a ladybug pillowpet again, but it will not be the same one. i will make some art to honor it. suddenly, having goals feels so stupid.
